One Look.

One look,
and the walls collapse.
One look,
and my heart begins to crash.
You’ve made me, just to break me.
A pawn in your silly sadistic little game,
just for the pure amusement, there’s nothing to gain.
One look,
loss of feeling.
One look,
scars revealing, the words I’ve put to rest.
Your words break the skin,
Unspoken truths scream, tearing apart at the seams,
The nightmares, were once dreams.
One look,
and I’m alive.
One look,
and I want to cry.
Heartbreakingly beautiful, in every way.
You smile again, making me miss my dear friend.
Lovers to strangers, strangers to friends, repeat cycle, it never ends.
One look,
baby, I’m hooked.




ugh, i'm so fucked up and love struck at the same time,
its a never ending cycle with us.
strangers-friends-lovers-strangers-aquantences-ignorance-friends-lovers-strangers.
it doesn't end, and its driving me insane.

Spend some time,

with an old friend

I have something to talk about, my dears.
Spending time, with an old friend, getting to know him better.
The truth, it stung a little, but i'm okay with it,
because well its closure,
he wasn't who i thought he was, but thats okay, because i was in a different state of mind,
i was infatuated with who i thought he was.
and i'm okay with the fact that i wasted 6 months,
because i finally know the truth.

I hear your name.

Inside I go insane

I haven't blogged in what seems like forever,
but I think its because, I'm finally alright with everything thats happened to me,
I think I just needed a space to find closure,
so peace blogger,
maybe i'll be back.