And I don't know why

I don't know why, I fight for you this way.


So, he's losing intrest,
weeeeeeee.
finally when i thought i was happy,
i get fucked over again
and i dont know why i keep fighting for this
i knew it would end,
and i knew i would end up the way i am,
depressed and confused.
but i keep going for it,
i guess love really is blind
because i'm so blinded by this shit, that i dont care about what my outcomes are.
i hate it.,

Consider me destroyed

I don't know how to act, cause I lost my head

weeeeee, fucking weeeeeeeee.
New step in the cycle.
He's interested once again.
My guard was up for a good two seconds,
and he's broken through it once again.
I don't know whats with him, or why he's like that,
but it sucks, cause I know i'm going to get hurt again.
but strangely, I don't care?
Is that weird?
Should I care? Cause, really I don't.
I'm actually happy for once,
where I am in life.
I can honestly say I'm truly happy,
besides some slight paranoia and some slight confusion.
Lost a 'friend' along the way too,
but its okay,
people of the past, don't make it to the present for a reason.
But, like I said, I'm actually happy.
Days are sunnier,
colors are brigheter,
i'm laughing harder,
as cliche as that probably sounds.