I'm still alive but i'm barely breathing,

just praying to a God,
that i don't believe in

-sigh.
I don't know what i want anymore.
I don't know who to trust anymore.
I don't know what makes me happy.
I don't know who makes me happy.
I don't know why I still think of you.

I just noticed the post I wrote last night,
didn't post?
Well I was right,
I fell, I crashed.
I've learned, don't fall,
you'll crash.
and when you crash, you crash hard.
you may not see it,
you may fall slowly.
but you'll always crash
no matter what.
Crash and Burn.
I have two more poems,
one i found in a notebook.
one i wrote like tuesday.
they'll be up soon.