Hold On Another Day,

cause love is on its way,
leaders show us how to love each other,
it can help us to recover.
love is on its way.
Lonely, I believe that you will find me,
and toghether we will truly see love is on its way,
so hold on another day,
cause love is on its way,
you'll find its gonna be okay,
cause love its on its way,

someone once told me love sucks,
and i laughed at them.
but i now see his point of view,
though i don't believe love truly sucks,
the bad relationships make us stronger,
they help us see what real love is more clearly.
I'm happy he signed on, now that I think about it.
It may not have been true closure for me,
but it got somethings out in the open for me.
I know he hasn't forgotten me,
and I know he's still the immature little boy, i love.
It was nice to get to talk, though the air was filled with mixed emotions,
and a horrible desire to touch.
I miss the feeling of his skin,
the feeling of his arms around my waist,
the scent of him,
the feel of his lips against mine,
and though he still has the ability to control the fiber of my being,
I know he's not going to cause me harm intentionally.
I can't think of Vegas positively anymore though,
flying away from there, was probably the worst experience i've ever felt.
knowing we were so close, yet so far away.
It really is like December all over again.

My Immortal by Evanescence really explains me right now,
i'm so tired of being here
suppressed by all of my childish fears
and if you have to leave
i wish that you would just leave
because your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone

these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase

when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me

you used to captivate me
by your resonating light
but now i'm bound by the life you left behind
your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase

when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me

i've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone